Bittersweet For Keeps

Jin is a GENIUS ! Thank you for bringing us back for a good 6mins+ of old times . I love every second of it, was smiling the whole way through because it really reminded me of my primary school days that are long gone.. Where we cared about nothing but having fun . I'm so proud to say that I've gone through ALL of it except for the bus ride since my house was only 2mins away.. Omg the way they made us arranged ourselves orderly during assembly, the wooden table and chairs, that one particular competitive friend *evil eyes*, roller bags colour pencils and water bottles were so important to us kaay ! The letter passing, getting everyones biodata, unofficial relationships ;) battle main pakai jari, batu serembans, rubber battle, and i cant remember what that jump out game is called, cola cola no ? that sweet lipstick like candy that would stain your tongue, lat tali lat tali tamplom.. crush tin cans and you'll be seeing the boys playing football in class during free periods . Except, we didnt wear Allstars shoes laa . We were Bata lovers ! Bottle caps, oh oh i remember we used to poke a hole on it to shoot the water out and get everyone wet in class, some would cry and get mad even.. BOY BANDS ! Omgahh, backstreet boys, n'sync, ruffedge, ve, too phat, blue, five, you name it ! Bubble glue kind of thing, oh my favourite ! Padahal, most of the time it wont turn out as expected and we'll roll it till it somewhat look like a booger.. haha ee . Ketuk ketampi, haha that lasted up till high school . That classic pencil that you pull out the bottom lid and push it down from the top, so cool ! Class photos.. Urrhhhhh missed every single bit of it ! Wish there's a time machine to go back but at some point i'll have to face the future now or later and whether i like it or not but i just gotta say that im so glad to be in the 1990's generation . At least i got to go through what a kid should truly experience ;)

Dear Pink Glittery Diary,

I can say it was quite an automatic action of me today to start a diary.. Guess it was just too much for me to handle alone . Needed someone or somewhere to pour out to . If only anti was here, sigh . Although im not sure if its going to be a daily basis thing, perhaps yes ? Or no ? I dont know . Let's just see how lonelier can my lonely days get.. I'll update soon ! Hah, another false promise, oh well..

-Puffy emo eyes

Dusty

If this blog was a diary, it would've been dusty by the amount of time i neglected it . Now i don't even know where to start.. How bout this, long story short, i'm currently a lifeless high school grad who's waiting for her SPM results . Just the thought of it gives me goosebumps . Most of my time now is spent either being at home all alone doing chores or go for my driving lessons or running errands with my mom or go out with neighbors OR (i promise its the last or..) a night out with my 2 lunatics . It feels so goooood to get a break from studying for a while but i think its time to get my mind back on books because i'm feeling stupider day by day.. Thing is, i'm so indecisive that i cant decide what course to do . No scratch that, i can't even decide on which pre-u programs to take ! Veryconfused.com here, no ? I change my mind so fast that i'm afraid i'd regret in the future of my decision . But if i wait longer, how would i know that i'll regret or probably even love it ? Right ? Anyways, enough of the depressing talk . One of the F.A.Qs for high school grads is "So, aren't you traveling anywhere ?". My answer would be.. NEW YORK !! Hehe i went to the great great NYC again last January . Only for 10 days this time :( Though it was such a last minute planning cause my mom and i reaally needed a break, it was nevertheless another amazing experience to be back there after a year . I've made a conclusion that once you go to America, you wouldn't wanna go anywhere else ! For shopping at least.. This time was more about going to the spa and hunting for quality cupcakes and macarons ! I also discovered another nice chicken gyro stall that was near to the W hotel where we stayed . Chicken gyro, mama has missed you . So anyways, i shall continue this later maybe . Or not . Depends.. Have a great weekend ya'll !

Beyond Unacceptable

i swear theres nothing worse than encountering your exam answer sheet between scribbled papers in your bag after you've got home . it. is. heartbreaking. this is the first time that i feel like its the end of the world for me . literally . like, stabbed . i've never felt so much of disappointment in myself !! how could i be so careless ?! no im not talking about careless mistakes you do in exams, im talkin bout how could you CARELESSLY leave out an answer sheet . YESS, i left out an answer sheet, a full page of confident answers . during trials . trials . TRIALSSSS dnislajkdbfairuwbv ijklb d . its sigh i dont know how to put in words this tremendously horrible piece of stupidity feeling . who in this holy wide world would leave out an answer sheet ?! WHO ?! name me . cause i apparently did !! i dont think i deserve to get this . why me ?! WHY ?! but then again.. i must believe that everything happens for a reason although im overly eager to know the reason for this . its unbearable that this happens on my addmaths paper, the one and only paper where everyone hopes to get at least a D . now im going to faaill . during trials . TRIAAALLLSSSS . the advantage to get into colleges, universities, to continue ahead before the real result comes out . i feel like a complete idiotic failure . completely . if only i could wish for a miracle to hand it in tomorrow . is it worth to beg ? ugghhh of course not, its impossible !! why bother..

YaAllah, sesungguhnya aku memohon berikanlah petunjuk kepada hamba mu ini..  

Resort 2012

Marchesa has done it again ! 

Can't wait to see how my greecian Marchesa inspired dress is gonna turn out like..

Peace Earthlings

18 Days And Counting

Countdown to Harry Potter Deathly Hallows Part 2 starts now ! will post up our agreement soon ;) blogger.com is being simply annoying ! the photo uploader isnt functioning properly *sourface*



Peace Earthlings

In exactly 1 hour

am quite nervous to leave 16 . felt like it was just yesterday when i was celebrating my sweet 16 party . i like being 16, feels good . actually great, no, awesomeeee :D but oh well.. life goes on . hopes 17 will be better in every ways ! i can finally dedicate this song to myself ! how cool is that ha, ha, ha *while poking* . kak zubaidah told me about this bunny phone cover, and i waaaaaant it ! i want it i want it i want it ! its sho cuuuuuuteeeeeee, imma make Aizat go get it, muahaha .

the pink one of course.. at least i'll have something fluffy to squish

Peace Earthlings